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I've started on the consumption for the orally induced diarrhea as prescribed by the doc. Man, the drink was damn awful can..Was wondering whether the drink is for inducing diarrhea or inducing vomiting. It took me more than the suggested time to finish the drink.

To tink i ate quite a lot today as my MIL cooked curry chicken and some shark-fin soup taste alike for us to eat. She was aso quite worried bout my results. Frankly speaking, it felts good to haf another mother who is worried bout me.Heheh... My mummy is preparing porridge for me as dinner as i haf to take smthing like after 6pm to prepare for the induced diarrhea.

The effect kicks in 1hr after the 1st dosage. Keep goin to the toilet till my legs felt wobby. In the end when I couldnt take it anymore, I juz went to sleep. Not before waking up twice to run to toilet.

I am now getting ready to go for my checkup. Hubs will be accompanyin me there, getting more n more nervous, becuz of the results and also becuz of the procedures. I am afraid of pain u see, so quite nervous.

Becuz of the Swine flu, i reckon that hospital will be have a more stringent check on the visitors goin n and out thus we decide to go there earlier in case there is additional time needed for the screening.

Very hungry now but gotta wait till my check up is over before I can eat anything. Now i try to occupied myself by thinking of wat to eat after the check up, that is every thing is well after the check up.

Actually, I am very worried bout the check up results, been losin sleep over this for the past few days, but still gotta carry on with my daily activities as per normal. I keep tellin myself to be positive and treat tiz as a normal checkup but still, i couldnt help but feel afraid. Well, tat's normal, isnt it?