You noe you married a violent guy when..

Was wearing my shades the other day and was distrubing hubs by keep asking him to tell me i look nice in them...

In the end, he got so fed up by my constant teasing that he told me, since u like wearing ur shades so much, later i punch you in your eyes, den u can wear the shades all day long le, nt onli during the day...

Man, where did the sweet & loving guy b4 marriage disappear to?

Now reading...

Brought 2 books yest and finish 1 of it by today..its consider quite a thin book, and its an autobiograhpy of a 10 yr old Yemen gal who was the 1st to be granted a divorce in her country, making her the youngest divorcee of the world..

I always have a soft sport for this genre of auto biography for 1, i noe the part of the proceedings from the sales of the book will go to the author who in turn will help her to rebuilt her life, 2ndly, by reading this kind of books will make me appreciate & treasure my life more, n to know how women from other part of the world are treated..

I am lucky, to be born in this modern time, this country where women are being treated better if nt equally..though there are still some biasness but still, its is better as compared to our counter parts in other parts of the world, especially the more conservative societies...

Whenever i read about their unfortunate things of their life, my heart goes out to them..it is disgusting juz reading wat humans can do to another humans especially gals..I couldnt understand why muz gals be subjected to this kind of treatment and yet cannot do anything about it..why muz gals always be the victims?


This kind of unacceptable doings must be eliminate totally..women muz stand up for themselves, muz not be afraid to take a stand of wat they tink is rite, muz nt take the bullying as part of their life..muz not accept the unfair treatment...whahah i sound so feminist...but we r all entitled to equal treatment, arent we?The little gal who is brave enuff to stand up for herself..

Alone in the jungle...

Went to reg 4 class today in sch...was suppose to wake up at 9 am to go..but end up, slp till 10am till mummy call den i woke up..hehe rushed like hell to get to sch as i am afraid a huge crowd as today is the last day of the early bird discount period..okie la, the queue is nt as long..but still i waited 4 like 1 n half hrs can..lucky i brought mag along to entertain myself..

it was off to shopping after that..1st i went to Mango..whaha gt sales lo..but realli, i dun tink their clothes style suits me..so in the end i juz brought a cardigan...i heart their cardigans, dunno y..whahah..den its off to S&M where i brought some biscuits..its been some time since i brought their biscuits...

I went to Kino next..walk all the way there under the super hot sun...i was in tube but wore jeans..regretted nt wearin shorts instead...nearly melted under the hot sun..n from then i stayed in the comfort of the shopping centres..whahah cuz of the air con...

went to shop for books in kino..its been some time since i last touch a story book..cuz of busy work n sch...man, i was so deprive of readin..even newspaper aso no time to read..damn sad..feel like a under-informed person...the next best thing is to read the e-papers on my way to work even mornin on my iphone...tt is if i am nt too slply in train..hehehe...

i aso brought 2 beads book frm there..but cuz i am onli judgin by the cover, i haf to trust my own instinct to see whether the designs inside are nice or nt..also, juz nice tt Kino is hafin 20% storewide till today for their members..

couldnt find a decent place to sit down to read my newly brought book while waiting 4 hubs to finish his lunch appointment wif his poly mates..damn angry can..i didnt noe the library @orchard closed oredi..i walked rnd n rnd taka to search 4 it lo..damn..

in the end, i went to OC...cuz i remember Fang tellin me that for no appranent reason, that shopping centre has a lesser crowd as compared to the other counterparts along our main shoppin belt..i got lucky and found a side by 1 side..ordered a ice blended cuppa, n sat down to read my book b4 hubs came n meet me..

all in all, its was an enjoyable day..seldom i haf time all to myself to do things that i njoy, mostly importantly, its been a long time since i last shop..decently it is..although didnt buy much, but i realli njoy walkin in the shoppin centres, even it is window shoppin, it was brighten up my mood...hehehe..

Of movies, crabs & books

hubs' company is organising movie outing today n i went along to watch the show-Knight and Day..whahah i actually wanted to watch the show de n since there is free tix,i went along lo..
Feel abit out of place cuz all are his colleagues n there is no much outsider in the group..

Hubs' supervisor was super friendly can..i tink she seen me 4 3 or 4 times..whahah she went ard introducing me as hubs' wife.making me abit paiseh..heheh shy ma...i dunno much plp there lo..except his dept plp, cuz this is nt the 1st time we've meet..

I nearly fell aslp halfway thru the show, nt becuz the show is borin but becuz i am too tired..but the show is quite funnie la..hehe n gt free dinner..hotdog,popcorn n coke..whaha i hate hotdog lo..but bo bian, was too hungry n no time to go dinner le..

now i am goin to heat up the crabs tt was left over frm the other nite's dinner n eat 4 supper..whahaha

on a side note, tmr got elicpse lehz..i feel like goin lo.but hubs shd be not interested de..see how ba..whahah hubs is goin trainin in the mornin n goin 4 his poly lunch gathering, i tink i will go register 4 my class den go sit inside kino n read book den wait 4 hubs come bak orchard meet me...hmmm shd be beri njoyable ba..got half the day to myself n the books..or mayb i shd go borders??okie, i shall decide tmr mornin..goin to eat my crab lo!!!!!!

Be strong LELE, Be strong

Juz as i tot i am beginning to see light in my work, i am hit with another blow today...i realli feel very tired ateverything..i've tried my best le, but everything can go wrong, went wrong...i am so angry at myself lo..angry at the stupid mistakes i make, angry at the little time i have, angry tat no matter how hard i tried, i still cannot clear the things..

I am tempted to juz let out n cry again..like tt time when i keep couldnt slp, couldnt cope with the extra load n exam stress, i juz let out n cried like a little kid..the next day, i felt so refresh, more relax at work..

I've been missing out on alot of things recently..dates with hubs, meet ups with fwens, time with family...i even have no time to chat over the phone, as i am too tired to do anything after work...i dun wan my life to become this way..i wan to find bak the happie me, the happie person that my mum named me n wish to be...

Guess I have to be strong at this point, hopefully things will get better n i will try my best to be more alert n careful at work...meanwhile, i will go dry my tears now n get ready to slp n go on another round of battle tmr...

I miss this happie me...realli miss.........

i am so tired...

i am so tired..been startin work a 7.30am frm last wk n work till ard 6.45pm...manage to clear most of the back log due to my absence 4 exam n the 3days mc...smhow find it easier to slp recently as compared to last wk when i juz went bak to office...i would wake up in the middle of the nitez suddenly reminding myself to clear smthing..den haf trouble fallin aslp again...

it was pure torture can..i nearly went bonkers lo...it was till this wk when i gradually cleared the work den i slp better...i realli feel like takin a day off n do nothing n chill out..mayb juz chill out in a cafe while readin a book, watchin the crowd go by where i am the onli free person watchin the whole world gets busy..whahah...its a pity hubs will nt appreciate reading a book while sitting in a cafe, else it will be romantic to haf both of us sitting a cafe,sippin cuppa, reading a book, watchin plp walk pass...hmm..the cuppa n book will puts him off..whhahhaah

Smtimes i realli pei fu myself how i manage to get pass each day with the work..whahah..many times i am tempted to throw temper but come to tink of it, every 1 is aso workin as hard, wat for make it hard for others juz becuz i am stressed, so end up i am more stressed as i will be careful nt to step on plp's toe..

Hopefully after this month, things will be back to normal and with that i will need to start sch le...whahah Terence been remindin me to go register 4 class, but i keep pushin it off...hehehe..i keep tellin him to let me njoy my 2wks vacation b4 thinkin of class 1st..whahah..i guess i will have to go by this wkend le..else will be too late..later no more vancancy..whahah thanz ar uncle terence 4 ur constant reminder..i will try nt to be so nuah..try la..but then it is realli tiring lo..u will nt understand de...whahahaha

i'm so in love with you

Actually I am not sure how many plp read this blog..whahah if you r my blog reader..whaha if u r reading my blog, let me know kk??hehehe cuz mummy dun allow me to post certain things lehz..whahaha she mistake me for Mr Brown le,think alot of plp read my blog n refuse to let me blog down my tots..whahaha

Mummy came bak on fri from Europe..aside from feeling a bit jetlag, she is quite well..After 12 days of Europe trip, u cannot help but notice the joy on her face..whahah..Went over on friday nite to collect my things from her..the news of her buying 5 LV bags travelled well n far..N i was yearning to see my bag that she buy lo..whahaha

She brought 3 bags for me in total..Neverfull MM, Saleya PM and Eva Clutch..whahha but then onli the 1st 2 is I asked her to buy for me de..the last 1 is she dunno, over excited le, n brought me 1 more on impulse..knowing her for 26 yrs, this is the 1st time i seen my mum buying tings on impulse n smmore is LV bag smmore..

She brought herself a Totally Azur PM n a small clutch bag aso..i was so shock can..I always tot she wanna share the bags with me..tt's y i choose Saleya, so tt she can use whenever she wants to..but without warning she went n buy herself 2 bags there..whahah nt tt i am complainin..since i get to keep my bag 4 my own use....whaha

She was throwing out her old bags when i went bak on sat afternoon n was telling my bro tt, now she onli have eyes 4 her LV bag..whahah so she threw out the older bags...whahaha

As for me, i parade my new bag infront of hubs the whole nite till he complain..whahah n started to use the Saleya on sat...whahah..i gonna eat grass for the next 6mths le...cuz i paid all for the 3 bags even thought mummy offered to pay the 1 she choose..whahah

So, here i am showing the 3 new love of my love...while singin "i am so in love with you to the 3 of them...whahah...hmmm..i still considering whether to post my mummy europe trip stories here or nt..whahah i consider a few more days ba...else, wait 4 me to cannot tahan, den i will post the stories in full here...hehehehe...Meanwhile, if u realli wanna hear the stories,juz tell me..whaha will tell u the stories verbally...

PRESENTING MY 3 NEW BAGS.........

Eva Clutch, the bag mummy choose n buy 4 me

Neverful MM

Saleya PM

Life is beautiful, because I am with you...

Its been 9 yrs since we got together..in a blink of eyes, 9 yrs have passed..lookin bak, it seems like yest tat we juz know each other..how we were fwen for 2 yrs b4 comin a couple..how we saw each other thru our ups n down..



Our life has taken a change since gettin married, relationship have taken to another level..we are not alone any more..not single, but married, as an 1 entity...gone were the dating days where we can afford to throw our temper ard when we are unhappie with each other..now, we will have to learn to live with each other flaws, learn to accept each other faults and be more tolerant towards each other..



As we celebrate hubs' bday on 24th, we also celebrate our 9 yr anni on the 28th..As usual, we went out for a meal..this yr, i treat hubs to the buffet in Swissotel, Merchant Court as we both are quite impressed with the food there when we went with fang & edwin the other time...



After the dinner, we went 4 a walk in Central mall, brought 2 pairs of couple slipper frm Hush puppies and went 4 a stroll outside along the mall...As we walk down along Singapore River, we talked about our early dating yrs, the things we used to do, places we used to go with our limited pocket money,dreams we haf..we watched each other grow and grow with each other...


While we walked along the streets, i suddenly haf this thinking in mind..."Life is beautiful, because hubs is by my side, he's there to support me thru the ups n downs, share my joy n sorrow...thinkin back of the decision i made 9 yrs ago, i noe i made the rite choice...

Final day of exam..

Finally, after months of studying, preparation, today is the last day of my exam and i have this bad feeling tat i am nt exactly ready..but nebertheless i will go n give my best shot..no need to score but at least pass the paper to avoid a retake next sem...

its been a tough mth 4 me startin in May with KL leaving us n joinin HR...juggling with the extra load of work, plus the leave i took 4 exam, the exam stress, my dad's pro has taken a toll on me..

I make mistakes at work, struggle to finish the work load, struggle to stay awake to studee at nitez, struggle to stay awake working in the day, try nt to neglect hubs, try to solve the pro at mum's side, trying to help her prepare her europe trip, listening to her complaints, and tryin to stay sane...all these hopefully will come to an end once i finish this paper today...

will be bak at work to clear the tons of work tat is piling up due to my exam leave, hopefully this mth will be a better mth den last mth during closin as i do not need to face exam stress..

Man, how i look fwd to a well deserved break but nt anytime soon in this mth as i would need to seriously look into tidyin up the work...this is the least i can do 4 them after my exams...

As i am doin my last min preparation, i sincerely pray tat i would be able to ans the questions later n pass this paper..tat, would be a reward 4 me for all the things i went thru during this period...cross ur fingers 4 me plsz....

我是很好的。。。

Knowing that its my exam period, hubs' been extra sweet to me recently..
endurin my frequent mood swings, stayin at hm wif me while i studee..okie, he has his PS3 to keep him busy, asking me whether i wan to do some retail therapy to take away the stress...

This mornin after breakfast, he suddenly tells me “老婆，我很好的，我知道你要准备考试，我自己烫我的衣服。。”after which, he proceeds to take out the ironin board and iron to prepare..

I was looking at him with puzzled eyes, for yesterday nitez i oredi told him tat i have finished doing the chores while his is at trainin as i got tired frm studyin n decide to flexed my muscles by doin hsework..whahah

So I let him take out all the equipments n wait 4 him to discover that his clothes are hanging neatly there oredi..whahahah, so much for being nice to me...his offer came abit too late.. or rather i am faster in finishing the chores...whaha

now, he is sitting in front of his newly brought HD ready TV, njoying his PS3 game, while i studee my head off for my last paper tmr...