Be strong LELE, Be strong

Juz as i tot i am beginning to see light in my work, i am hit with another blow today...i realli feel very tired ateverything..i've tried my best le, but everything can go wrong, went wrong...i am so angry at myself lo..angry at the stupid mistakes i make, angry at the little time i have, angry tat no matter how hard i tried, i still cannot clear the things..

I am tempted to juz let out n cry again..like tt time when i keep couldnt slp, couldnt cope with the extra load n exam stress, i juz let out n cried like a little kid..the next day, i felt so refresh, more relax at work..

I've been missing out on alot of things recently..dates with hubs, meet ups with fwens, time with family...i even have no time to chat over the phone, as i am too tired to do anything after work...i dun wan my life to become this way..i wan to find bak the happie me, the happie person that my mum named me n wish to be...

Guess I have to be strong at this point, hopefully things will get better n i will try my best to be more alert n careful at work...meanwhile, i will go dry my tears now n get ready to slp n go on another round of battle tmr...

I miss this happie me...realli miss.........