My period was late for 2mths and juz "arrived" but nt without beri bad cramps and excess flow..i aso felt giddy on the 1st day...
Told tis conditions to Cindy and she advised me to go to the doc as it is quite rare for me to feel the bad cramps along with feeling weak and giddy...
Thus to the doc, i went...doc told me there is 2 possibilities, either is hormones imbalance or i am experiencing miscarriage without knowing it myself...in any case, she ran a test on me to make sure i am not preggies..
although test results were negative, but she told me there might be a chance tat cuz miscarriage is happenin and thus the results were negative..her advice is, to go for a scan after my period has cleared to be double sure that i am not carrying any babies...if the scan clear the doubts, then this time, the unusual conditions i am experiencing nw are due to hormones imbalance le..
Down in my heart, i sincerely do hope that these are due to my hormones imbalance..not due to miscarriage as it is the saddest news on earth to know tat you are preggies through the news of miscarriage...though i took the prescribed painkillers, but the pains came bak on n off, which is abit worrying for me..the agony of waiting,to go for the test, is killing me slowly..
On the other hand, i posted some thing on FB, to vent abit of my worries, but the ironic thing is, some of them couldnt see the negativity in my message and keep asking whether i am preggies.. tok bout adding salt on my wound...i noe is no1's fault and they are juz concerned bout me...but then to link everything bak to being preggies especially on this issue is juz wrong! i mean if i were to be preggies, my status update will nt be so negative rite...
well, like wat cindy told me today..its nobody's fault in this issue and dun dwell on in..i realli muz thank her for calling and cheering me up knowing that this scary cat is scaring herself to death at hm.. i will be strong and hope that my prayers and your prayers are heard no matter is to which god...
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