It's been 3 years

Dear XB,

It's been 3 years since you left us but it feels like I juz lost you not long ago.

Sorry for the late letter this year since mummy is preggies with your didis but please do not think that you are forgotten in mummy and daddy's heart.

In fact, we arranged to have a chanting ritual for you during the 7th month way back in June. It's only because of mummy being preggies and therefore couldn't visit you at the temple. But Ah Ma did brought quite a bunch of sweets n treats for you didn't she?

You know you are the 1st person mummy thought of when I found out my pregnancy? I believed that you had watched over us wherever you are. I even compared your didi's ultrasound scan with yours during the same gestation weeks, kept the photos together.

I want you to know that even in future when your didis come into this world, you will always be mummy's 1st child though I never got a chance to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. I will also let your didis know that they had a brave elder brother who fought bravely during the last weeks and never once gave up. For that, mummy is proud of you:)

Please watch over your didis XB and blessed them to grow healthily. Meanwhile mummy hope someday you will find a good family to be born into and will live happily though I will still be thinking of you.

Love you lots,

Mummy and Daddy