Disoriented

I had this habit of sleeping wrap up in a my cocoon of comforter. But with me preggies with the twinnies and my tummy got bigger, it had since become more difficult to stay in my cocoon.

I had to keep turning to my sides and find a comfortable position to sleep and with the bed rest order, all I'm doing nowadays is sleep. So it makes me a bit disoriented at times.

Just like on Sunday, while I was taking a nap Mr Love walked in and I tot it was morning and he needed to go work. Haha. Turns out it was him walking in to use the toilet n check on my well being.

The other night Mr Love woke up and found that I kicked comforter to his side but was curled like a shrimp due to the cold. He covered me up but I woke up frm his touch. And again I asked him, issit time for him to go work?

So ya.. Too much sleeping recently got me disoriented about the dates. It was not easy since I'm kinda mixed up on the timings too. I could wake up at 4am, stay wide awake till 7am when Mr Love prepares for work and go back to sleep till 9am before waking up for breakie since twinnies will be very hungry by this time.

Then it's tv time on the sofa till lunch. I will hit the sack again at 3pm though many a times I juz lie in bed lazing.

Many would think I'm having a good time right now but truth is far from it.

I'm constantly worrying about twinnies' movement and whether I can hold them till scheduled time. 

Trying to positive but its never that easy isnt it?

I prayed everyday that the 3 of us would emerge from this unscathed and my twinnies would be healthy, bubbly boys. I do hope the efforts of mummy, Mr Love and me would pay off and this is just a little test for everyone of us. There is nothing more I could wish for right now.

Wish me luck everyone. I really do need it.