Happily tired

Its been a week since I returned to work and I kid you not. Its a struggle everyday to balance work and looking after my Dinos.

I still give them night feed since I reckon its pointless to force both to sleep through the night. Actually it is more on the impossible side since there's 2 of them. If I gonna give 1 then both will have night feeds. 

But I try to give the last bottle of the day at 12am and on a good day small Dino can last till 6am. Big Dino can last max 5 hours only.

As we are gonna send them to my mil in house starting from next week, its best to feed at 6am and we will start getting ready to go out. Then hopefully they will be cooperative during the car ride there since they are fed. Papa will be sending 1 alternate twin everyday and I hope he can handle the boys' temper.

Prepared al ot of toys in view of the upcoming arrangement. Meanwhile another twin will stay at home with my mummy. And I will take back the night duties at night. Didn't want to give up caring for them even it is slowly killing me.

Regardless of what others say, I think I have the final say where parenting decisions are concern. These are my kiddos, my life and I'm only answerable to myself.

Ya so, I'm basically rushing to work every morning after feeding them and rushing home after work everyday to spend that 1 hour preparing them for bed and bond with them a bit here and there.

Its tiring. But I'm happily tired.