Confrontational

I believe I'm a person who will not shy away from confrontations but there are really times I need bite my lips to avoid one.

Am not the most forgiving person you will come across. In fact, I can remember grudges longer than most people though I might or might not show it to you.

As my colleague sums up my character, I'm someone who can treat you 10times better on how well you treat me. But the vice versa applies when you mistreat me.

In general, I go by the rule of not harming or causing trouble for others unless provoked. In fact, I have this belief that if you stirred shit, karma will come knocking on your door one day. The same applies to taking advantage of people. Won't do it in million years since I do not like to be taken advantage of.

There are a series of happenings recently of people trying to either create trouble or just plain shameless to take advantage of the situation and it concerns the well being of my Dinos.

I might be inconvenient in the situation and I do not appreciate people just take things for granted. I might let go once or twice but if it gets over my limit ( which is mostly not alot especially it comes to my Dinos) I will not hesitate to let you know my thoughts.

You are the ones who walked out because you wanted convenience back then but came running back when your personal needa arises, you turn back without a second thought whether it will affect others or not. How nice. I chose to keep quiet to maintain peace not because I'm scare or afraid of trouble.

The thing I don't understand about some is how can you find your own children troublesome and wanted easy way out after bringing them to this world.

You should know better how difficult it is to bring up a child at this period and even you don't the 1st time, you chose to have a 2nd one. That is your personal choice and please stick to your responsibility.

I might not be the best mum around but I can confidently say I gave in my most to my Dinos no matter how difficult they are. Yes they a difficult pair that even the grannies also afraid of them. Their cries, their tantrums, their crankiness are no joking matter when you multiple by 2 at the same time. Trust me, it,s enough to drive a person with lesser determination insane.

But when I think back how badly I wanted a child in the past 8years, how much heart pain I had when I lost XB, how much medication and treatment I took prior to conceive them, how hard I fought to keep them baking back then is enough to let me hang on despite all the tiredness.

Maybe you might not experienced what I've gone through but the least you can do as parents should at least be responsible for your own children. If you are not, the least you can do is NOT compromised well being of other's children. That's a basic understanding for parents but if you choose to hide your conscience behind your selfish needs, I have nothing to say.

I know I will find peace after ranting it out here and to my surrounding friends, family memebers and colleagues. But really I do hope one day you will be awake or matured enough to stop this rubbish.