Dear XB 2018

Dear XB,

Mummy wondered where are you now? Have you already been reborn to a family and leading a better life now? Mummy will never get to find out.

6years on, I still cannot get over you though the pain has healed. I know you will be well somewhere but many times I just hope to know how well you are and whether you are doing good for it's my biggest wish to know you are currently well. But it's  too much to ask for isn't it?

Your 2 brothers are growing up well and fighting cats and dogs daily. They are a joy to be with and I sometimes hope you are here to guide them and help mummy out when I get overwhelmed.

Things are sometimes never meant to be isn't it? I've come to accept it.

No matter where you are now, mummy hope that you are growing up well and healthy and always be surrounded with love and laughter.

Be well my lost child.

I missed you dearly.

Love,

Mummy.