Ice cream buffet

Recently, there's a dieting/healthy eating campaign goin on in my office...every 1 is either tellin me they are goin on diet or takin health supplements...wahhhh scary sia..seems like i am 1 of those odd 1 out lo..whahaha..hai wo dun dare to tok much about food to them..hehe i tink aso no 1 interested..faintzzzz...

Was watchin buffetlicous last nite n they will introducing Swensen's ice cream lo..man, i am so tempted lo..i wan to eat yummy raisins, thin mint, sticky chewy chocolate n many many more...whahaha but then i tink it is in the afternoon leh...hubs is coachin on every wkend afternoon lo..haiz..gonna take leave 1 day n go njoy the ice cream buffet...now onli left hubs will will go buffet with me le..whahahh most of my fwens dun eat tt much de lo.sianz..dunno is i can eat too much or plp nowadays cannot eat much..whahah i am so gulity..heheh

anyway, i dunno y i feel so tired recently..some days i juz feel like slpin in when the clock goes off..but every time i manage to drag my sorry ass out of my warm bed n get ready 4 work..its a real struggle every mornin lo..whahhah...still every mornin when i look into the mirror every mornin, i will tell myself today will be a better day n hope to get thru the day smoothly...

Even if the day is shitty, i will try to tell myself tmr will be better but then whenever i feel bad, i will start to think of wat to eat..heheh eating will lift up my spirits..dunno y..whahaha n it will make me feel gd lo..although if i put on weight, i will feel sad afterwards..whhahah tt will be another thing to worry after eating..nairmind..hehhe

hmm...by tinkin of it makes me feel better le..recently there are some unhappiness goin on n i dunno how to put it into words, can onli swallow it down...felt betrayed, felt unjusticed but this is life.this is human, i can onli accept it..i noe i will learn to let go after awhile like usual..but the still, there's a little stinging of heart pain..this 0nli reminds me of why i refuse to open my heart to plp, this is wat happen when i accept and put in the feelings..i hate this feeling of betrayal n i promise i will nt goin to let it happen..i will put on my protective shield frm now..*porcupine mode on* this i will remind myself..

okie..enuff of ranting..ice cream buffet any1?whahaha