害怕失去。。

害怕失去，所以不想拥有。。

Is this correct? Perhaps..I once have this thinking too. Afraid of losing, rather dun haf it.

The pain of losing something, is wat I dun like.

Be it kinship, friendship, relationship..I lost before at some point of my life.

The pain, is indescribable.

Recovery, takes a long time.

Sometimes, I might not recover from the lost

But merely, hiding it deep inside my heart.

But still, sometimes, I still want to give it a try

Maybe, its the power of these plp,who gave me the confidence of believing in them

Maybe I still believe in the good nature of human

Nevertheless, there are times I gain some, lost some

In every process, I grew up a little

Learnt to let go,

Learnt not to let my heart rule over my head

There are also times, I failed.

Then, I will go into mild depression mode

But there are neber times that I wan to give up

Because I still believe this world is Beautiful ...