Touched..

Twice today, I felt touched, beri touched that plp are still concerned over my well being despite me hafin the miscarriage 1 & a half mth ago.

During lunch, part time bf smsed me and check on my well being and asked me to meet her b4 her trip overseas so that she can noe I am well now.. Realli felt beri touched that despite me not attending her wedding during my initial pregnancy stage, not meeting her & the other gals during my pregnancy as I am instructed to move ard less and not meeting up with them again after my miscarriage as I am not in the mood to go out, she texted me on n off to make sure that I am well and not giving me pressure to meet her as she noes I need time to adjust..

I noe she is beri concerned over my well being, while trying hard not to pressurised me to let go of my loss, she needs to make me open up. Striking a balance is neber easy, texted me too often, it seem like giving me pressure, texting me too infrequent, it makes her seem unconcerned. I know she is trying her best to be her for me at the same time giving me some space to mourn. Realli grateful to her, I noe I can count on you part time, I promised to meet you b4 ur trip to catcha up:)

Then near to off work time, I met my MD's secretary while goin to the ladies. Truth to be told, we werent consider close,  just colleagues, yet everytime when she bumped into me, she will check on my recent well being, offering some tips, giving encouragement. She could haf smiled and just walked off or juz engage in small polite small tok, but she always take some time off to chat with me, to find out on my well being. Its realli touching can? Given she dun realli tok to others, this small gesture of hers is realli realli sweet.

Tat said, I noe there are many more others who are concerned, like my bestie, who despite being pregnant herself, will text me to check on me every other few days. My twin who has juz been blessed with a boi recently, checked on me every other few days too though he is tied up with his then heavily pregnant wife, jie jie who works near me is still waiting patiently for me to go lunch with her...heheh..Last but not least, my mummy, who will need call me everyday to hear my voice, though she is not as worried as during initial stages, she still checks on me daily...

I am gettin better, realli, for the sake of my dear family & fwens, for the sake of hafin another 1, I will move on strongly, though pain is still there, but I take all these in my stride..