Ending 2012

We survived the so called "end of world" on 21/12/12 and came close to end of 2012. It has been an eventful year for me.

Finally got down to our asses to renovate our hse this yr after 4 yrs of staying in the run down state.

Got a new job by chance when the HR called me up for an interview 1yr after I send in my CV, of cuz with a healthy pay rise.

Tried staying with my in laws for the 1st time after 4yrs of marriage and am secretly glad that I do have my own hse afterall. Its not they are not good, lets juz say every 1 has their own habits and I am not exactly the most submissive daughter in law in the world. Its best to go hm weekly for chit chat sessions.

Found out I was pregnant  in the midst of renovating my hse and during my probation.

My bestie was aso pregnant ard the same time with me, so double the joy!!

Our world came crashing down when my water bag broke for no reason 14wks into my pregnancy and gyne advised us to let bb go.

Found a new connection to Mr Love during my recovery for miscarriage.

Took 3 wks off work to mourn for my loss, though no longer mourning, I can sometimes feel the pain. I guess there is no way I can forget this 1st child of mine which I neber got the chance(and badly) wan to meet.

For 1st time in our 4yrs married life, we need to run the whole household, which means we need to gorceries shop for household items for the whole hse, but not 1 room. We need to clean up the whole hse too, previously its only a room. But it aso meant that we have more space for oursleves. Living room, kitchen, study room etc. I get to decorate my hse the way 1 want, yayyyyy...

I went to a chinese sinseh for the 1st time in my life and took chinese medicine dilligently for 4mths in hope of getting my body back in good health.

The above pretty much sums up my 2012. Though its not a great year for me, I thank god for blessing us with XB for the short 4 mths, brought out the loving and caring side of hubs that I neber noe which in turns bring us closer. BB or not, we are more loving than before. I thank god for blessing my family members, keeping them safe and sound. I thank god for blesssing me with a job with good colleagues, who had beeen every supportive throughout my most darkest time. I thank god for letting me noe those who care and those who doesnt, letting me noe who I should cherish and love. I thank god for letting me noe how difficult it is for a woman to br a mum and makes me treasure my mum more. Lastly, I thank god for not ending the world on 21/12/12 thus giving me a chance to able to continue to enjoy my life and live it to the fullest.

Looking forward to 2013, may it be a good yr. Cheers.