Am not feeling in the best of mood recently due to work. It's difficult to throw those feelings out and I am trying very hard.
On good days, I might not think too much and can get things done on my to do list. On bad days, I just wanna find a hole and hide from the awful feelings.
Many times, I seems withdrawn. It's like I'm too lazy to talk and just need some me time to get angry at what I am angry at. It's part of my self healing I guessed.
But in the process of self healing, I might have neglect alot of things. Mummy especially, I chat a lot lesser with her recently. I don't want to let her know my worries but yet I am no mood to listen to hers too.
This is bad, especially for her whom have no one else to talk to. While I am fine just keeping things to myself, I am not so sure about her. I still call her everyday to check but guessed she can sense my ugly mood and dun revealed much to me too.
As I try my best to spring back to normal, I am also reminding myself to show more C&C for her. For I cannot imposed my problems to her can I?
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