Round & round

Have you ever find it pointless to talk to someone so bad that you don't even feel like talking to him/her?

Recently I did.

I totally dislike people who ask me who talks to me with an agenda. I do not like to entertain your agenda. It may be wanting to fish some information out of me, wanting me to get on his/her side, wanting to influence me on something or to cover up something.

It is tiring to talk to these people. Cause you will keep suspecting on every other sentence they say. Simply cannot trust anymore. I do not like this kind of conversation cause I do not know whether I can trust you what I am gonna tell you, so must as well don't say anything.

Recently, I realized that some people around me are telling me things that they want me to believe in order to cover up their mistake.

I mean I am not an idiot, I do know what is going on but just choose to keep quiet and avoid the topic since it does not concern me. But some people just like to do extra things and take it upon themselves and make stories up that sounds so unconvincing that I think they are not convinced by the make up stories themselves, let alone me.

Or some just like to ask me questions they have answers to, but just wanna hear it from me to either see what my thoughts are or to quote me. Sorry, I have no interest to be in your little games.

It is so wrong of your own doings already and on top of it, you treat everyone else like they are idiots and go around telling lies to everyone.

You know what? We knew and we gossiped behind your back. The only thing is we don't want to say in front of you as we are disgusted by your doings  and cannot be bothered to be dragged into this mess.

So do me a favour, quit talking rubbish to me as I am put off enough by you. Do not need to make it any worse. If it's just normal chatting about general affairs, I am happy to oblige for small talk but if it is for your own selfish reasons then please, buzz off.

I hope karma finds you and make you realized how wrong you are now and how detestable you are now to us.