Permanently Hungry

For no apparent reasons, my gums got swollen and also the lymph nodes got affected along with it.

It started with a little pain in my mouth and escalate to something so big that I couldn't open my mouth properly and the left side of my face till neck is always in pain.

I tried tolerating the pain but it got so bad that I developed fever in the middle of the night and I decided to go consult doctor for medication.

Turns out, there is inflammation in my gums and in turn it affects the left side of my nervous system. It must have been bad since doc prescribed antibiotics to me to ease the inflammation and also anti swelling medicine as well as muscle relaxants.

The most torturing thing about this whole episode is not the pain but the hungry pangs I am feeling.

Mr Love is in a good mood on Sunday and he made my favourite pancake for breakie and customised all chicken and mushrooms pizza for dinner.

It was delicious alright but I only managed to eat little both time since the pain got worse when I chewed. Because of this, I didn't eat much and therefore keep feeling hungry. Gotta resort to drinking milk to fill up my stomach.

This is the worst feeling of all- feeling permanently hungry and I prayed that the inflammation will go away soon and I can resumed to my normal diet instead of drinking porridge now and keep feeling hungry.