Feeling low

Haf you ever experienced a few days tat you will feel down?Everything that you do dun go according to plan, dress you wore dun feel rite, you lack of self-confidence, you are just passing days..

I do haf these periods once in a while, recently came back again. Every morning when I look into the mirror, everything I choose for work doesnt feel rite. I am usually pretty confident with my dressing. Though I belong to the bigger sized gals, I did not feel bad about myself.

I felt good in my body despite being abit on the plump side. But during these days, I cannot find my confidence, everything I wore seems to be bring out the worse in me. I hate this kind of feeling. It is not depression, but then it does affect me in some way or another.

I feel like taking a break, a short 1 will do, maybe half a day. To haf abit of "me-time". Where I can go to a book shop, choose a book and read there while sipping coffee and watching the world go by. I like the feeling of seeing every 1 rushing to somewhere while I sit there watching, knowing tat I need not rush to somewhere, feeling relax and laid back.

Then, pop by the shops to do some shopping, taking my time to go over the clothes without hafin to squeeze with the crowds. I feel like walking ard aimlessly while listening to my MP3, awaiting for the next good bargain I may find while shopping.

Lastly, to take a long bus ride home when I can sleep and rest during the journey. I missed the feeling of getting a seat on those long journey bus and start to day dream b4 falling aslp during the journey. Used to do it during sch days where I would take buses onli no matter how long the journey is, juz to save on the MRT fares.

Well, the more I write, the more I feel like taking half a day off to go on this little adventure. Heehe, shall go back to office and check out my calender where I had planned my work schedules. Muz find time to work around the datelines to find time for my "Me-time"..