Hubs told me that his accountant came bak to work after a 2mths break from work due to his miscarriage...
He told me that she looked quite fine on her 1st day of work,even found time to ask about me and sent her regards despite us facing the same situation...
Hubs told me that he didnt dare to ask bout her well being for fear upsetting her.
I told hubs, though she look normal on the outside, but then deep down inside, she may not feel the same anymore.
It felt as though as everything is bak to normal, working, shopping, eating, net surfing, gathering, but then deep down inside me, there is always a void within me.
During bath time, I would sometimes be reminded that during my short pregnancy, I would tok to XB inside me, tellin him tat its bath time, asking him to njoy the water. Not sure whether this helps, but I read from fwens that they did tat during their pregnancies so that BB will not be scared of water during bath time next time..
On the surface, everyting seems to be the same as before, but then I noe someting is different within me oredi, I guess the same goes for every woman who went thru this path.
Same same but different, but life still goes on...
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