I am considered a strong headed person who seldom shed tears. But today I am so frustrated that I couldnt help but burst into tears during shower so as not to alarm Mr Love.
Its like my efforts are being diminished, things tat I done right, it shd expected frm me. Things that I erred are being magnified 3000 times n kept in the heart.
It's disheartening to be in this situation, not that I am expecting any thing in return but not to even haf appreciation for wat I did was the triggering point.
Its like 有事钟无艳,没事夏迎春。 It seems as though as on days there isn't any problem for me to help out, I am creating problems instead.
It does hurt to hear this kind of comments, coming from someone dear. I tot I was being understood but realised I am the 1 misunderstanding the whole situation.
I tot I was appreciated but realised I was being the bad guy here.
So, why should I do so much in return for those unkind, ungrateful words? Why should I worry myself to nearly insanity while all people think is I am stirring shit?
I should seriously consider washing my hands off anything n everything so that I would not be embroiled in such situation. How many times had I tried but failed?
While I cried out of frustration, I am also crying over my naivety and my inability to shut things out and put things down.
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