Life here is all about queuing up

Juz made a trip to town to get my watch fix..man now I'm reminded why I refrain from goin to town recently..it's so damn crowded..be it the human or car traffic..it's crazy lo..

We are seriously overcrowde le..I dunno why our government cannot feel it?there isn't an inch of land here in town w/o plp..every island of the traffic lights are filled with people
who threaten to spill over onto the road should the traffic lights dun turn green fast enuff to clear the crowd..

There are queues every where and it's madness..You queue for your seat den ur food,den drink so by the time u can eat,u r half dead oredi..after tat u queue when u go to the washrooms, when u wanna try on some new clothes, pay for tr purchases.. By the time u finish buying frm 1 shop,u r too tired to go to a 2nd shop to start the routine all over again..

The juz as when u r goin to take the train, u realized u need to top up ur bloody ez link card..Again u go queue up to top up the card, then u queue up again when u prepared to enter the station via the concourse..When u r waiting for the train,u queue up again..when u alight,u queue up to take escalator..lastly as u exit the station u queue up again..

Juz thinking of all these,puts me off about goin to town..

李式笑话- 体力。。

Yest, while on our way hm, the radio was broadcasting a song that had a chorus that goes like this " we will do it all night..." some thing like that de la..its a chinese pop song and I didnt catch the band's name as I dun like the song..

While driving, Mr Love turn to me and asked "who got so much 体力？ can do it all night..."

I didnt catch the joke as 1st as I am slply and nursing a headache..Den I replied "huh?"

He asked me to listen to the chorus and then it dawn on me...I luff for a good 5min and was awake oredi...

Now you noe why I married him? He noes how to make me luff...My hubs is not as "kayu"as others think :)

Auntie or 姐姐

My colleague msg me to ask me to help her daughter to find some DIY parts for her necklace..I told her can, ask your daughter to address me as 姐姐 the next time she sees me..whahah Den she told me..cannot, I cannot teach my children to lie...Onli can up to them whether they wan call 姐姐 or Auntie...Den we agreed see the next time her children sees me, she let them address me on their own, see wat they called...

Then 5 mins later, she msg me again, says that her daughter asked her izzit she is msging "Auntie Sharon"My colleague immediately burst out luffin...Turns out that haven meet them, failed oredi, in their heart, I am "Auntie le.. "Heart shatters"....

So we 2 came to a truce, let them call me "咏乐阿姨"...It doesnt sounds so old to me...Although she claims its the same meaning except that it is in chinese...I DUN WANNA BE AUNTIE YET LA.....

The worst it can get

I noe you had been encouraging, edging me on thru these difficult times. Giving me the support and advices and the best of all, a good listening ear.

I've been thankful for all these, but seriously after 1 week, I felt like I am in a war zone for 1 yr..It is physically and mentally straining...Despite the support I seen from you people, it is still me who is facing the shits, the pressure that is put on my shoulders are suppressing..

The onli thing I dun understand is, wat went wrong...I dun like the feeling of "死了都不知道为什么。” At the very least, let me noe why the verdict rite? 

The onli consolation is that I have the angels who are supportive and told me repeatedly is these plp who are creating troubles, not me and I shouldnt realli take heart to all these..Many a times, when boss asked me on the current situation, I veri much wanted to feed bak to him honestly, but somehow I swallow the words back..

If 1 day, I should decide that enuff is enuff, I maybe would not hold back and tell him..but for now, I think my bigger concern will be my health..Damn,the blue blacks are back again..this time on my knees..1 side 1...By 10th Aug, the results will be out again, hopefully all is good..

For now, I juz need to relax myself and not stress out as not to worsen my condition...You will neber noe wat is it like to be in my position while you wait for the monthly blood test results..Its like waiting for a sentence to be pass on to you and when you escape a death sentence every time, you count your lucky stars..

I am counting my lucky stars now and hope to count them again come this 10th Aug..As for the assholes who are seeking to make my life any miserable than it is now, I will stand stronger against you..For I think, life cannot be shitter any it is now for me..And it might juz get shitter for you in future...

Blessed..

Among all the shits,it's nice to know I have plp on my side..it's assuring to know I am not alone and it's not problem on my part..When plp wanna fault u..they can 1001 reasons be it valid or not...

My week certainly started with a bad note this week but it got better or so I believe..I am still trying but my best to adjust to the unfriendliness but it helps to know there are plp who cared..who found time to tok to me n let me know..who let me felt warm at heart n touched..

Surprisingly,I was able to control my emotions better today and my tears did not flow else,it will be so embarrassing..though still resistant to it,but I am trying my best to come to terms with it..by trying,I dun mind I will be able to achieve it in the end..hehe

I am blessed, truly blessed to have u all ard me..hope these angels will be my side and guide me thru these difficult times and allow me to see light after darkness...

原来可以这样

我从来不知道，做错事的人可以这样理直气壮的过日子。。
可以说服自己，错不在自己生上。。
可以对这无辜的人发脾气，觉得全世界对不起你，针对你。。
但你不知道是你因为理亏而设了一层保护层，而变成了一只刺猬，到处刺人，到处伤害人。
我不知道你的良心过得去吗，晚上睡的着吗？
如果做错的人都可以那么理直气壮，那我更可以。
我没必要为了你的错而受罪。。
我决定比你更理直气壮的活着。。
希望你晚上睡得着。。

一抱解千愁。。

I am actually a cuddly person, meaning to says, I love giving hugs or receving hugs..For I think its 1 of the best physical action to show some 1 ur love..Tat being said, I dun go ard giving hugs to random plp I meet la..I onli hug those I feel close to..Kids are the exception..

Today, being a super black day, I especially crave for plp to hug me n let me cry out loud...

But after a good dinner, my moods are lifted abit :)

Hhehe still, I asked Mr Love to give me a hug, so that he gave a super bear hug to me and took away my troubles..at least for now :)...

I am good to go slp le..hehehe

Let it flow,let it flow..

I tot I'm able to control my emotions well..

But the more I tok, the more the emotions overcome me n my tears juz did a free flow..

Perhaps I jux wan let it out, perhaps I'm jux being emotional..

Anyways,thanks for listening..it's nice to know you care..it's nice to know you have
my back..

But it doesn't take away the hurt..

But it's good to let out..I feel much better now..off to dinner..n hope I get a good nite's slp to start a brand new day..

As for now, let it flow, let it flow all out..

Of cats & Dogs

Last nite, juz before going to slp, Mr Love raised his voice at me for something minor..He later claimed tat he was not in a good mood suddenly and thus the out burst.

Me, being me, wun not allow him to raise his voice at me for no apparent reason..

So, when he tried to kiss me goodnite, I refused cuz I am fuming..

Told him to do the usual "meow meow" sound to pacify me 1st b4 he gets to kiss me good nite.

He obliged and say "woof woof" instead...

The end results? There is no good nite kiss last nite..

Who ask you dun follow my rules...

李式笑话- A page out of the drama...

Sometime ago, I was watching an episode of Fugitive Plan B where the male and female lead kisses in a theater while watching a play.

I got reminded of my early dating days when sometimes we would kiss in the cinema aso..It brought back sweet memories :)

So, yest juz b4 falling aslp, I told Mr Love about this, he burst into laughters for a good 3min and later on gave a fart while both of us are in the covers...He says, frm now on, I have something more to rememeber le..Not the kiss but the fart..So next time if I ever see any dramas with this scene, I would be reminded of the sweet memories aso..

Damn, who wants to rememeber your fart !!!!

三菜一汤

I usually would loudly proclaimed to people that I cannot cook and will not cook. Afterall, Mr Love didnt mind tat I cannot cook..Heheheh

Mr Love aso did not request that I need to cook for him, I tink he is a better cook than me :P..whahah

Recently, since I've got the time and kitchen to myself cuz my tentants are out of town, I decided to try cooking again..

The 1st try is something simple. Fried udon..hehehe

Then I got ambitious, I try to cook chinses cuisine.It may be easy for some, but it is certainly not an easy feat for me...For I dun even noe how to do marketing.

But for the sake of us and our future children, I decided I have to start somewhere.

So, here are the pics of my 三菜一汤。。

So far, Mr Love told me they are not bad, for a noob cook, and he realli  很给面子, finish all my cooking...whahhaha...

Bearing in mind Mr Love's 口味, I tried to cook things tat he will like to eat..

I will continue to try hard as long as time and space permits..

I think I am ready to be a housewife soon, whahaha the thing now is, Mr Love muz earn enuff to allow me not to work and stay at home..which means Mission Impossible..whahaah

Anyways, I still like the cooking experiences, even I am still abit clumsy and clueless in the kitchen..heheh

Shall post the dishes 1 by 1 when I have the time...

Abalone Sauce Pan fry chicken

Afraid that the udon noodles are too little, I decided to make some grilled chicken. I brought a bottle of abalone sauce as I do not know what sort of seasoning to use. This kind is the most easy of lazy plp like me...
I find this most easy to cook..heheh and we both like the marinate..

Ingredients:

1). Chicken ( I brought breast meat)
2). Abalone sauce

Preparation:

Wash the chicken clean, for easy cooking, I chop into smaller pieces. Then put the chicken onto a plate or into a container, pour in the abalone sauce. Not the whole bottle la, but as u deem fit.I pour like 3 table spoons for 2 breast meat and added a table spoon of like soy sauce.

Mix well, make sure all the chicken are covered with the sauce

Wanted to add in pepper but forgo it as my udon are in black pepper sauce oredi.

I then put it into the fridge for it to absorb the sauce. Minimum should be 2 hrs, best is overnight.




Ready to cook

Cooking methods:

Basically, there is nothing difficult when it comes to preparing this dish. I juz heat oil in the pan and throw in the chickens to pan fry till the chicken turns golden  brown and then serve..

In order to make sure the chicken is well cook, I made them into smaller pieces. hehehe..

The final taste is realli not bad due to the sauce..heheh no need other ingredients..And it is pretty fragrant..

Next time, maybe I will experiment with different marinating ways, but I think the way of cooking should be the same..

Abalone Sauce Pan Fried Chicken

Black Pepper Udon

While hafing dinner with Hwa Hwa the other day, he ordered fried udon..It strikes me that I still having my udon noodles in my fridge and I've been wanting to fried it instead of making soup base udon..

Thus today, after my medical check up, I went groceries shopping while on my way hm..Decided to make black pepper fried seafood udon..Below is my version, totally no veggies de..hehehe

The ingredients are as follow:

1). Prawns (Brought off shelf from NTUC)
2). Crab sticks
3). Jin Zhen Gu (The long long stick mushroom)
4). Udon noodles
5). Garlic
6). Black pepper sauce ( I brought Woh Hup brand)

Preparations:

Prawns

I deshelled them, slit the prawn down the middle to remove the intestines and wash it clean..I think this is pretty essential as its quite dirty while I was cleaning them..I wanted to soak in salt water but didnt have the time to do so, anyway muz realli clean b4 u fry...

Crabsticks
Its pretty easy to do with the crab sticks, unless you wan fry it whole, else you can shred it into piece. By pieces, I mean long pieces, not those small small de..The long pieces should blend in well with the udon..

Garlic
I chopped it into fine pieces.Not sure why, but this is they way I see mummy do when she fry garlic with dishes..whahaha

As I am a noob when it comes to cooking, thus the amount of ingredients, seasoning I used is as per how I deem it should be..

My cooking method:

1).  Boil udon nooddles, drain dry and set aside the noodles
2). I used 2 table spoons of Oilve oil and heat up the oil
3). Then throw in the garlic and fry till it turned brown
4). Next, I added in the crab stick, follow by the shrimps
5). I poured some black pepper sauce and in abit water and for the ingredients to soak up the sauce, stir fry
6). Cover and allow it to simmer
7). When the shrimps are all cooked(i.e turned red), I throw in the udon noodles and the mushrooms to stir fry
8). As I am afraid that the sauce is too little, I add in more sauce at this point and water...Stir fry again to mix well, cover and allow it to simmer for 1-2mins for the sauce to be abosrb
9). Serve it!!

It may not taste the best when you 1st do it, but you can fine tune it as you go along, according to Mr Love, he find it quite nice except that there is no veggies..whahaha...



The end product :)



大小眼

Woke up at 7am today, feeling abit weird, my right eye felt super itchy and my vision is like abit smaller den usual..

I tried to fall bak to slp but then couldnt get past my worries, thus went to the toilet to check on my eye..Turns out that my right eye is swollen all around, thus I had 大小眼 for the whole morning..I didnt dare to rub it for fear of disturbing it further..

But since I noe wat happen, I am able for fall bak to slp with ease, juz as long as I dun touch my eyes...whahah...


When I woke up hrs later, my eyes are still swollen, but the doc is not opened yet for the day, so when we for our breakie and decided to go back later..However, as the day goes by, the swelling seems to subsides le..Hubs say it dun look swolllen anymore & I decide not to go the doc..Perhaps is juz my allergy acting up..

I still feel my eyes swelling abit even though phsically it look okie to me..Think, not going to wear contacts for the next few days...

给自己的礼物

Following the completion of Mr Love's scraf, I decided to knit  for myself...Its easier to knit this time given my experience with the 1st, I'm sure I will be able to do a better job den the 1st 1..

Thing is I felt abit paiseh, for giving hubs a noob master piece of mine..Hehe..But then he gets to have the 1st piece of my knitting master piece...So tat is priceless rite? Anyways, can always knit a 2nd 1 for him when I am done with knitting for my love 1s..

See my new master piece :

1st roll done :)

FML...

On this morning when I am scheduled for company's medical check up, I am down with flu and fever...

The fasting I am on from last nite 9pm was broken early this morning when I took panadol in the middle of the night when I woke up to a fever..How nice...

Currently laze out on my sofa hugging a box of tissue to stop my nose from running dry..I refuse to take the flu medicine as I noe it will knock me out for at least half a day, but I dunno how long I can prevail..

Mr Love had booked the tix for tonite's Harry Potter show..And he had told me to take my medicine and try to get well for tonite's date...I am seriously trying my best, but I do hate the flu medicine ya noe???

Realli FML, I've got great plans for today, but all muz be pushed backwards...

There will be 2 blood tests next wk in this case, on mon and tue....I am dreading it..Even more than taking flu medicine...FML FML FML

Miss Scary Cat

It's the long waited blood test yest..blood count is within range..but doc send me to further testing for blood platelets as he observed blue blacks on my leg..

The nurse who took my blood told me she couldn't find my veins on my arm and therefore need draw from my hand instead..how nice..

It's super painful to draw frm hand can?smmore they took 3 bottels of blood lo..I can literally feel my life being suck away as she drew the blood.I kid you not,my palms were super sweaty from feeling scared and I teared abit as the nurse drew my blood. The nurses were abit amused by me I think as records shows it's nt my 1st time going for blood tests..

Nonetheless,1 was kind enuff to engage me in a conversation while the other 1 drew my blood but I sill teared in the end..damn..and they wun allow Mr Love to follow me into the room..I think else I will be brawling my eyes out..heheh..

After consulting the doc, my heart sinks more when told to go bak next wk for more blood test..felt beri bad for snapping at Uncle Tey whenhe called..but I realli cannot control my emotions at tat point..Sorrie Uncle Tey,shall treat u to almond soy bean drink when I go bak..tat is if I still remember to feel guilty heheh..

Hope I will get a more experienced nurse when I go bak next tue...

Gambling, the new social problem

Having been to Genting over the wkend, I muz say its an eye opener. Stepping inside the casino, where there are endless tables of different games, countless of gamblers makes me wonder, why will someone be addicted to gambling? How can some 1 stay in the casino for so long?

I went in there at about 5.30am on the morning when we reached Genting, all is quiet inside, calm and peaceful but with a steady flow of gamblers even at this time of the day. The smoking area were filled with smoke but as compared to the day time, its considered mild. We moved about in the casino while observing how others played the game, with Grace occasionally explaining to us..

The point is, when I next checked my watched, its oredi 8.30am and I didnt even realised that.It suddenly dawned on me that becuz of the design of the casino, the ambience was designed to be felt like time didnt move at all.There are no windows and thus 1 will be able to see the skies outside which 1 depends to know the time of the day.

Thus, in this way, even though time had already moved 3hrs forward, we werent able to detect. I wasnt able to tell that day break is here and sky has lighted up. It felt like it is still at 6.30am only. I guess, this is how the gamblers lost track of time and end up gambling without day and night..Scary huh?

Later in the day, while we were there after our 2nd breakie, I saw plp quarrelling over the chips that they bet. Turns out that, if you dun bet the min. amt stated on the table, you can "joint venture" to bet.Thus, this will sometimes cause dispute among the gamblers who placed different bets..The grp argued for a good 10min w/o coming to any agreements..Even the croupier gave up trying to help..We walked away before the resolve the issue. According the Grace, if the issue is not resolve, the staff will then take down the particulars of the gamblers and check the CCTV to confirm the bets.

When we went in the afternoon (to get a drink), the casino was packed to the brim, thick cloud of smoke filled the air, making it difficult for me to breath properly when I walked thru the smoking section to the non-smoking section in order to get a drink. Mr Love and I were wondering how BH can stand sitting the in the smoking section for so long while..It was later than we learnt that even as a smoker, he cannot stand the smoke there. I guess is the gambling kick in him makes him tahan for so long.,,

We aso observed there seems to an equal ratio of men to women there. Plp screaming as the croupiers deal the cards, some making noise when they lose, some folding the cards as they check their cards, the ugly side of plp, you can all see it here. I wonder how many of them realli walked out of the casino winning?

Gambling is a vicious cycle, if you win, you wanna win more, if you lose, you wan to recuperate the loss, either way, you will keep sinking deeper. Actually how many of them realise this?

With the opening of 2 casinos in Singapore, this will soon add to the social problem in Singapore. Gambling is without age limits after all (of cuz besides underage). As long as you have the capital, you may go in and put your stake. But how many of them realli walked out of the casino with the monies they 1st brought in intact? Let alone say make a killing in the casino? You may win this time, but it will onli encourage you to bet bigger stakes the next time you go in order to win more. You neber know when you will be losing it all to the casino.

The best way to over come this problem? Dun start at all, so that you will not get to feel the feeling of winning or losing and thus will not be addicted to it..

Price hike..

It has been announced that the 2 transport company here are seeking to increase our transport fares by 2.8%.. Beri nice, rite after the electricity tariff...I think the government forgot their lesson 2mths after the GE. Or it is not a painful lesson enuff?

It was reported earlier, sometimes after GE, our transport minister went on trips to observe the complaints we have for our public transport. Even himself observe that the trains are packed, buses coming at irregular intervals during rush hrs etc etc.. Yet, now they asked for a hike for these kind of lousy services. Tell me how is it justified?

The transport companies cited increase operating costs from Circle Line, new buses, new employess for Circle line, higher energy costs blah blah blah..But you mean you dun charge the commuters when they take Circle line? Isnt revenue generated from the rides?

So, if the rest the of the Circle Line becomes operational, would you seek a price increase again? Damn, I didnt ask you to built Circle Line to come suck our blood kk? Heck, I dun even take the Circle Line here in CCK and I need to help to offset your rising operating costs..

The new buses that you ordered are for your fleet renewal exercise, so its ur problem!! Not ours?? These are the costs of running a transport company, you dun transfer what you need to pay to the commuters!!! Government are encouraging us to take public transport, yet the operators are trying to suck our blood dry...

They say they are committed to continue providing best service possible for the commuters but why is tat the trains and buses are as pack and late as ever? Try taking train from Yew Tee at 7am, and if train intervals are at 4min, chances are you might need to queue up for 2 trains b4 you are able to get on to the bloodly train..Not to mentioned that you are squeeze to your death inside the cabins...Is this your best service? If it is, I shudder to think bout ur worst service. If the increase are based on your service standards, I think your prices shd decrease significantly instead of increase!!!

Energy costs are said to be up too, yesh, this is inline with our SP services who had juz raised the tariff by 6.6%..If you say ur energy costs went down, I think SP services will have alot of explaination to do..But correct me if I am wrong, Oil/crude oil prices are in USD rite?

There is this 1 guy in the Sembawang GRC PAP team who mentioned that the government had strengthen our SGD rates to USD from 1USD to 1.80SGD till 1USD to 1.23SGD..He urged the residents to remember this is wat our government did good for our country...I am a good gal, so I remembered..So, if our currency is now going strong against USD, it should means the cost of the crude oil went down alot rite??Y is it tat they keep citing increasing oil prices to justify the fare increase? It is not acceptable in my view.

The government is now gonna built a useless line across the crossway into Boleh land, so I reckon the fees are gonna be passed to us again when we are not gonna use the line. Well done, transport ministry, such a beautiful move again. I hope come 2016, my generation of voters will still remember wat you have done from 2011-2016. Will rememeber your empty promises..Till then, I will keep recording down all these for you to remind myself whether I should give you my vote in 2016. ..Well, I shall and n see wat else you can increase..Will GST be next? Screw you!!!

Genting trip 8/7/2011 - 10/7/2011-Part 3

Hubs keep bluffin me that he wanna go try his luck in the casino and thus I got my lazy bum out of the bed to follow him down..Little did I know,he NATO party member lo...

We didnt even go into the casino..whahah Instead, he told me he wanna go Mac cuz I had earlier mentioned I wanna eat the shaker fries..Its supper time..I think our 5th meal for the day..wahahah

I told him to drop by at Starbucks 1st as I am still beri slply, need my dope to wake me up..Brought a cup of hot piping mocha to go with my fries..heheh And the cashier gave me a receipt to as me to go fill up a online survey where I would get to redeem a free drink after I have complete the survey..Luckily we had our ipad 2 with us and since we brought a Msian Sim card and the 1day data coupon frm Grace, we are able to access the Internet..whahah happie sia...

Hubs did the most unthinkable, he came bak to our table with a 2pc fried chickie meal!!!I tot we were suppose to have shaker fries onli..on a whole meal...We sat there enjoying the windy night, eating our Mac meal and chatting..Its till 12 before we decided to call it a day..And we were too lazy to go back to check on BH..guess he can take care of himself since he is a regular here..

Bak in our room, we washed up and fell aslp almost immediately after that..I did took a while to finish the survey and gain my redeemtion number..heheh

Woke up at 9.30 on the last day of our trip where I spend smtime to pack up our luggage..We went for a quick breakie and decided not to look for the colleagues..We reckon that they might be still in the casino..heheh..Went bak to our room to rest abit more before checking out at 11.45am..

Its then we called them and asked where shd we meet them as our bus tix are with Sep..Saw BH with his super blood shot eyes...Every 1 did their last min killing this morning in the casino so most of them look slply..whahah the onli good thing is every 1 won there..So its still not so bad for them I guess...

Hubs and I then went to redeem my free starbucks hehehe and He brought 1 for himself aso..We went bak to the main lobby to wait for the others to come bak from the casino before proceeding to take the bus bak...

Our coffees...

My new found fwen-Jie Er...

The bus ride bak seems to be much longer than the ride there..Perhaps is becuz of the heavy traffic in during daytime..I hadnt had a good rest on board...

On the bus back home..

I reckon I would not be visiting Genting anytime soon, as there is realli nothing for me to do there except to eat and slp which I can do it in the comfort of my own hse..Perhaps, the best thing there is onli the weather...

Genting trip 8/7/2011 - 10/7/2011-Part 2

After our much needed rest, we went to eat again, nothing to do ma..This time, we went to KFC...Queue was damn long and no 1 to clear the tables..Took me 3 calls to get some 1 to come clear the table...

Mr Love decided to forgo the trip to Theme parks as its already 4pm when we finished our meals and the theme parks closes at 7pm and thus we see no point in going there since the entrance fees were no cheap either..

As we onli have our valuables with us, we keep going to the casino to get water to drink..heheh..As we walked past BH, we noticed he is still there gambling.Amazed at his ability lo..Doesnt seems to have left the table before..

I think we went in and out of the casino at 3times to get the water..Each time lasting about 5min as we could not stand the smoke..The last time when we came out of the casino, we met Sep and her family..Her hubs and MIL were inside the casino while she and her auntie were outside, taking turns to look her baby...

I took the chance to play with her baby..Veri cute lo..whahha Easy to get her to smile and luff..Camwhore abit with her and she went bak to the hotel to get some rest b4 dinner. Mr Love and I went back to loitering again..whahaha

US with baby Jie Er..

We met at 6pm sharp for dinner, this time BH joined us after 10hrs in the casino..whahah We were told that he hadnt gotten a room as the hotel were fully book and thus he have no place to slp..Since he had not rested for 10hrs since we got here, I suggest to Mr Love, to let him our room after dinner for a few hrs to rest while we continue to explore Genting..After all, the other rooms are all females, dunno whether they will be comfortable to let him rest for few hrs..Hubs and me can loiter ard till night time and then let him get the much needed rest..

He declined our offer, whahah much to my astonishment..He wanted to go back to casino after that..And so we left it there, I mean, we oredi offered, its up to him whether he wants or nt..Had a beri fulfilling dinner, maybe its becuz we had KFC before that and were still partially full..

The meal was paid for by BH as he says he won quite alot from his 10hrs of killing..Pretty paiseh over it, as he treated us breakie when we reached..He told us that he had not been eating lunch and not been to the gents while gambling there..He aso says he had to depend of Grace to get him water for him..I think he reached 最高境界 oredi...

After dinner, Grace offered to bring us around to see other parts of Genting, while the others went bak to casino to make their killing..Seeing that Grace is aso quite keen to go back, I told her that its okie for her to leave us on our own to explore.

The 2 of us there went walking around trying to find the other shopping area that Grace mentioned. We found the indoor theme park and walked ard abit. Found a shop tat sells goodies and I brought a bit frm there for our families..We got bored and decided to go bak to our room. When we past the casino, we went in to search for his other colleagues as we wanted to ask whether they wanna have breakie tmr morning..Found none there, dunno why except for BH...Didnt go tok to him aso...

I told hubs to buy a bottle of water for him as all other colleagues werent there to take water for him and we were going bak to our room aso..We passed the bottle to him and went bak to our room to rest again..was beri tired..

We knocked out for 1 hr or so, before going down for supper..Its like all slp and eat here for us onli while half the plp here bummed out in the casino...

Genting trip 8/7/2011 - 10/7/2011-Part 1

Its been 16 yrs since I last visit Genting. And when Mr Love's colleagues asked him along on this trip, Mr Love decided to bring me along. Also, to let me have a short break since the disorder scare...

We took the 10pm bus from Boon Lay shopping centre to Genting along with 10 others which comprises of Mr Love's colleagues and their family..There is however 1 other who took a different bus from us from Golden Mile..

We were told that we will reach Genting at 3am and there is no accommodation for us for the 1st night in the package..So, we gotta loiter around till the next day for check in..I dun realli mind that much as we sometimes aso stayed up during the night at airport if we have an early plane to catch the next day.

The bus uncle was surprisingly quite slow in driving..Unlike other buses which zoomed past us at a whirl..I felt more safe sitting in his bus..Thus said, we reached Genting at 4.30am, 1 and half hr later than scheduled. Once we got off the bus, we were hit by a cold wave of wind, even with my jacket on, I shiver under the cold night..Walked quickly to shelter for cover..

Mr Love's colleague, Sep went to check in for her rooms tat she booked as she brought kids and elderly along..The hotel staff said that they will try to let the rest of us check in at 11am.We went to the room to wash up and placed our bag down before going for breakie. After which, we went to the casino which his colleagues..

Its the 1st time we been to the casino and its realli an eye opener..The environment there sucks to the core..Which smokers all around, I wonder whether the staff there will all die of lung cancer..Anyways, his colleagues were kind enuff to walk ard with us, showing us the different games available there..We walked to the non smoking section and stayed there to observe for quite some time..

We then went to observe BH to play his game aso, super engrossed in his game and we decided to go for another round of food without him..whahaha..Went Marybrown to eat our 2nd meal..And after that walked around while waiting for check in..

Grace said she's tired and wanted to take a nap and she went bak to Sep's room.Jenny and GL decided to have another go at the casino while Mr Love and I loiter ard to wait for time to pass..

Finally got to check in at 11am and due to the queue, its oredi 12pm when all the paperwork are done..We went to collect our bags and went bak to our respective rooms..

I was hungry again but Mr Love was too tired to move..Went into a deep slumber and slp till 3pm..

Married and unavailable

I am usually quite cool about Mr Love's group of fwens being more females than males given his studies field. Tat being said, my group of fwens comprises of more males than females too given my engineering background..So rite from the start, we had this common understanding..

But that doesnt mean tat issues dun occur. It does, on and off but usually nothing serious enuff for us to make a statement.Maybe onli once where Mr Love dun realli like this particular guy fwen of mine and told me straight in the face..

We werent facing this problem anymore since getting married...Besides work, I spend more time with him than any others..Maybe once in a blue moon, I will go out for social gathering, but as I age, I get more and more lazy to go for social gathering. I prefer to rest at home...whahaha

Recently, hubs been telling me about this particular woman whom I tot is juz plain thick-skin and not automatic..But hubs keeps brushing me off as he said that he is known as  married man and this woman is aso married.

But he doesnt understand that for some people, being married not necessary deters them from making advances if they like the person be it man or woman.Trust me, I've seen my fair share in my company, even own dept..

I finally got to meet this woman when I went for this trip..I've long wanted to meet her but found no chance to..And besides her, all others in the group knows me..I long wanted to see for myself whether my guess is correct that she might have a thing for my hubs..

Turns out, I think my 6th sense is correct. Not only she is not friendly towards me, she makes it a point to speak to my hubs only even I am around, juz calling his name and speaks ONLY to him..While all the others will make it a point to keep me in the conversation, she makes a point not to..Well done...

And if she sees me and Mr Love making small talks and giggling, she will ask,wats the conversation is about..hehehe but sorrie for, this is btw the 2 of us onli, u wanna noe??Bring your hubs and make small tok and giggle with him there..*bleah*

You should be able to get the drift by end of the trip tat, my hubs is married and unavailable..With this missus around, you should know its more impossible to get to my hubs...Sure, you may see him every day more than me, but at the end of the day, the person who sleeps besides him and gets to whisper tots to his ears is me not you..

The good thing out of his episode is, I know my hubs loves me enuff to consider my feelings...The way he responses to her, the way he holds my hand and neber once left me onli during the trip gave me enuff confidence to trust him tat its onli her wishful thinking...

Pick some 1 else my gal, this man belongs to me and onli me..Try stepping into my comfort zone, you are gotta get it from me..For the 1 and only legal Mrs Lee Yong Jie, is me..muhahahhaha

Sometimes things are juz not meant to be..

Was toking to someone today and learnt bout the turn of events..I was disappointed of cuz for I dun realli feel comfortable with the whole situation. I guess there is nothing I can do at this point..It is called 骑虎难下。。but wat other choices I have besides facing up to reality?

I cannot bak out now neither I like to move forward...But seriously, I had anticipated all these but I guess I was still hoping fo the best..But since the outcome has already been placed in front of me, I have no choice but to accept and pray for the best..

Hopefully everything will turn out fine..Hopefully..

I need confirmation..

Spotted blue blacks on my legs recently and it trigger the panic button..After all my blood was deem to be too thick by the doc which can be dangerous and doc had warned me about having too much blue blacks on my body..which means my blood flow is not as smooth as it should be..

I am pretty sure I did not knock myself anywhere but the blue black mostly appears on near my ankle..Not sure whether sitting postures have something to do with it?

Anyway, I will be having my monthly follow up check up next week to check the blood count..I dread the needle poking..agggrrrrhhh....Is there any way to draw blood without poking? Bleahhh....

I noe this is essential as I need confirmation that my blood count is alrite amid all the blue blacks popping out randomly...

爱，一直都在。。

I have a distant relative who is in her mid-70s..Who I saw once in the blue blue moon, but sometimes will hear about her household matters from mummy..This is the bad side of a large family, news travel fast and far..

Not long ago, her hubs was diagmosed with dementia and was admitted to hospital. I heard that she refuse to visit him as he was unfaithful to her during recent years and when she finally did, she went and complained to the doc of her hubs' misdoings..whahah..When he was discharged, as there was no 1 to look after him, he was placed in a nursing home..

That is not the point, heheh the main point is, when mummy and I visited her the other day, she was listing out his misdeeds over the years and how much she suffered over the years..But the funnie thing is, after a while, while chatting, she went and bring in the clothes. There were 2 Polo t-shirts, and she told us that some neighbours gave it to her, and she found it to be in good condition and she decided to wash it clean and bring to him in the nursing home...

Well, it may be a small gesture to some, but it strikes me there and then and perhaps she felt more for him more than she ever know. Despite all the suffering she went thru, you can feel her feelings for him during our conversation. I dunno whether can you classfied as love but certainly not hate..

She told us even though she didnt leave any thing for her hubs, she did instruct her children that they must provide for their dad with her monies..Can dun give him cash, but at least must make sure he had a roof over his head and food to eat..Whether the children will do or not, I dunno, but at least from here, you can sense that she is still veri worried for his well being when she passed on. After all, all his monies had been squandered away long ago..

From this incident, it suddenly dawn on me this relative of mine, no matter how angry/fierce she may seems on the surface, does have a little love left for her hubs .It didnt went away over the years, it didnt went away when he betrayed her, it didnt went away even though he cannot recognise her now, it certainly will not go away even when she passed on in future. This is not 刻苦民心的爱情  but instead it showed me the older generation's take on LOVE，一日夫妻百日恩。。。

There maybe no love left, but family ties are still there...