Back to work

Its bak to work after 3wks of resting after my miscarriage, abit uneasy on the 1st day as I've been out of work for so long, not sure how to deal with human interactions...

Colleagues are sweet enuff not to probe, some gave me hugs, some gave me a pat, many asked me to take care. Even MD asked me to sit in for a little chat to ensure tat I am okie..The closer colleagues tried to cheer me up by toking about any thing under the sun but the miscarriage. This is their way to show they care, hoping to take my mind off this awful incident..

I thank god for being in such a good company with such caring colleagues.Though my time here is still short (3mths) thus I was worried that they might let me go especially I missed work quite often due to this preganacy..Still, they rallied behind me and welcome me back with open arms :)

Work is hetic as usual, though my colleagues have helped to clear bulk of it, but there are things that need to be done in time for the month end and they are all tied up in their work, thus it is onli fair I take back the responsibilities after missing work for so long.

Getting bak to work aso means I have less time to dwell on the miscarriage, more tired, slp more soundly at nite, thus I placed the ultrasound pics beside my bed so that I can take a look at XB whenever I missed him, though I do not noe how long more I need to walk out of this pain, but I noe I am slowly doing so.

I am not aiming to forget XB, I am onli aiming not to grieve so much so as to nurse myself back to health and prepare for the next blessing from god...