Previously when I was pregnant, hubs and I practically did not go any where except for work and marketing. Partly because I'm always feeling tired, wanna rest early, partly due to doctor's advice to rest as much as I can during 1st trimester.
After my miscarriage, for the past 3 wks, we did not go out often as I'm not in the mood to shop and is also tired physically. I noe hubs is damn bored at home, desperately wanna get out to walk ard but I juz cannot bring myself to njoy shoppin as much as I do b4 miscarriage.
In fact when I go out now, it's to buy something tat I haf in mind oredi rather to shop for it. But for the sake of hubs, I noe I cannot cropped him up in the house too much as its unfair to him. Thus, I try to got out with him for a movie or mayb walk ard for a while b4 I give up and wanna go home..
He told me he's happie just to get out of the house and walk ard for some fresh air. On the other hand, he aso wan me not to sit and home and dwell on my miscarriage..
We went to our 1st buffet after 4mths, he had got the discounted price from deals.com and we njoy the buffet though I realized I cannot eat as much as b4. Perhaps durin my pregnancy, I've gotten use to eating little with more meals.
Anyhow, I think I need adjust myself and prepare to return to work on tue and to face plp..Also, need to find bak my own self so tat hubs would not need to suffer with me any further but I am not sure how long more I need to walk out of this pain. Hopefully soon...
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