Been working ot for the past few days and since hubs is on reservist, i had to settle dinner on my own after OT...On tues nite, since i ate too much during Terence's bday celebration, i didnt feel like eating much during dinner..
Den these 2 days, i dropped off FM 1st before goin back hm..so i've got plenty of time to tink of wat to eat on the way hm..n on both nite, i was actually super hungry lo...but then, for once, i realli dunno wat to eat lo...am super hungry but dun feel like eating..damn...
even as i walk ard in the food court, i couldnt find something i feel like eatin lo..end up, both times i juz buy the 1st ting tt caught my eye, eat half way den dun eat le..
Am realli wonder wat is wrong with me?I am actually feelin quite down recently, n i tried to hold it down inside me...it doesnt help tat at work, plp who cannot control their emotions took it out on me n i haf to endure it...
i totally hate plp who took it out on other when they are in bad mood n after tat act as nothing has happen..i mean hello, every 1 got their bad days n moments, not onli u...i aso got lo..the fact tt i neber take it out on u, is becuz i noe is not becuz of u tat makes me moody so i will nt take it out on u..but for the same reason, i hope u will not take it out on me too..
i guess some plp are not capable of doin this arent there, so i rather stay away frm this kind of plp...cuz i am not an outlet for them to vent their fustrations..
perhaps, is the presence of this kind of plp tt makes me even more moody than ever thus affecting my mood to eat..hopefully, i will revert bak to normal by tmr cuz hubs is bringing me to shoppin..whahah...
God bless me not to required to work OT tmr...
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