Juz had a chat with a certain person who i tink knew smthing about the whole episode..its juz my guess only as the questions posted to me was out of norm...call it my 6th senses but seriously i do believe n rely alot on 6th sense...
Yes, tt is why i refuse to divulge anything relating to the whole episode and also some other things tt i had presumed..i mean i use to trust this certain person alot, treating this person as a fwen in fact, confiding in this person the most hurtful things in my life yet since dunno when i started to lost trust in this person...
and you noe the saddest thing? is i couldnt tok to this person without guarding against this person, cuz i dun wanna get hurt, i dun wanna get betrayed...its maybe becuz i tink too much, i presumed too much but i believe its better to be safe den to be sorry...
i totally hate this kind of feeling when i lost the trust i have in a person for i will not be able confide in this fwen anymore and i will be putting on a mask and nt feel so comfortable with the person anymore..perhaps its juz a phase of life tt every 1 will haf to go thru, mournin the lost of a trusted fwen..but this, is the 1 of the mosted hate phase i ever wanted to face...
In the process of mourning the lost of this fwenship, i went thru a turbulence,in the process of self healing, i thought of things alot,although painful, but i manage to overcome it n emerge as nothing has happen..this took quite a while but i have since got over this loss..
Well, shits do happen isnt it?no 1 is suppose to be blame for the whole thing n i hope to haf peace soon...
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